"sometimes i feel like i maybe a little less important than i thought i am & that breaks my heart. i don’t believe in words anymore because words tell lies. and action really do speak louder than words. really."

i want to be home ):

i feel like crying again. i feel like many things won’t happen if im not here. i feel like i created a lot of mess. so much mess that i can never be able to clear. i feel like i owe so many people so many things. i feel like shit.